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najlijepsa
mirna i lea
mirna suncica
lea suncica
Faint
I am a little bit of loneliness
a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but
I can’t help the fact that
everyone can see
these scars
I am what I want you to
want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what
I do, I can't convince you,
to just believe
this is real
So I let go, watching you,
turn your back like you always do
Face away and
pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause
you're all that I got
[Chorus]
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this
damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
I am a little bit insecure
a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand
I do what I can but
sometimes I don't make
sense
I am what you never wanna
say but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I
can't convince you for
once just to hear
me out
So I let go watching you turn
your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that
I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're
all that I've got
[Chorus]
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this
damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(No)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me,
like it or not)
(Right now)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me,
like it or not)
(Right now)
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
[Chorus]
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this
damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
I can't feel
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
leino umjetnicko djelo
(magarac na prvo mjesto)
lea u najboljem izdanju
matea
katarina
melita
jelena
mirna i iva
djevojcice idu
na priredbu
OVO JE KOMM MENI
OD JEDNE CURE KOJA
JE IZGUBILA JEDNU
BORBU I ODUSTALA
• herlifewithme
* * *
Ako si peder ili malena rasta,
ili smiješni izgledaš ili si krajnje
sramežljiv ili bilo što, svejedno
moraš izaći iz svoje ljušture i
živjeti svoj život, jer svaki trenutak
na ovoj zemlji dragocjen je, nema
vremena za skrivanje. Važno je da
bez obzira tko si da ne dopustiš
svim onim govnarima da te uzrujaju,
naprave od tebe užasnu osobu,
natjeraju te da se stidiš sama sebe.
Ako se previše bojiš izaći i suočiti
se s njima onda su oni pobijedili i
samo će nastaviti povrijeđivati ljude.
Mislim da bih mogla živjeti poput tigra
u džungli.. raditi šta volim, kad god
poželim, bauljati uokolo gola golcata
, divlja, slobodna. ...Zvuči tegobno i
komplicirano, ali ne mora sve biti tako.
Ave što ti je potrebno nalazi se upravo
tu, u tebi. Ako zatvoriš oči i koncentriraš
se osjetiti ćeš to u strujanju krvi kroz
tvoje žile i u lupanju srca.Kad uspiješ
osjetiti svoj unutarnji duh, tobom će
ovladati mir i biti ćeš spremna probiti
se kroz ono zrcalo ili poletjeti kroz
onaj prozor i procvjetati. Ili će to biti
tako jednostavno poput otvaranja
vrata i stupanja u jednu zemlju za
koju si oduvijek znala da postoji :)
* * *
Stvarno mi je žao što sam samo
onako otišla. Morala sam zatvoriti
blog, ali nadam se da ću se jednog
dana i vratiti. Jako mi nedostajete,
svi vi.
Čuvaj mi se i puno te volim
pusa big_mistake
26.08.2007. (14:07)
lea i mirna
leino i mirnino dupe
djevojcice na okupu
mirnina pjesma2
UVIJEK U SVE UDES PREVISE,
UVIJEK SVE SHVATIS
PREOZBILJNO,
UVIJEK SE ZALJUBIS TOTALNO,
JEDNOSTAVNO SE NAIVNA,
TO JE ZA RECI DOVOLJNO.
UVIJEK ZAVOLIS I MISLIS
DA SI VOLJENA,
ALI TO JE PREMA TUZI MOST,
JER ZA NJEGA TA JE VEZA
DUZNOST,
NE ZELI TE POVRIJEDITI,
NE SLUTECI DA TE NAJVISE
UBIJA LAZIMA.
LJUBAVI SI ZRTVA I UVIJEK
CES BITI,
PRIZNAJ SAMA SEBI,
NEMOJ OD SEBE KRITI!!!
ekipa prve pomoci
moj bivsi-u bijelom
moja slika koju imaju svi,
a ispala sam katastrofalno
LJUBAV-mirnina pjesma
LJUBAV JE JEDNA
LJUBAV JE SVETA
TO NIJE PROLAZNA FAZA
KOJA JE LIJEPA DOK TRAJE
AL KAD PUKNE U STO KOMADA
ONA JE BOLNA I SRCE SE KAJE
NAKON VREMENA KRATKOG
U TVOM SRCU SE POJAVI SJENA,
SJENA KOJA JE BILA DUGO
PREKRIVENA,
SJENA TVOG MALOG SLATKOG!
VaGa
Kod vage sve se zasniva
na emocijama cak i
bitne odluke u kojima je
presudan razum.
Vage su upucene na ljepotu
i podlozne
su promjeni raspolozenja.
Rastresene su
i neobjektivne jer zakljucke
donose iskljucivo
na osnovi trenutnog
emocialnog stanja.
Cesto su umisljeni bolesnici.
Vole urednost iako
trose lovu(ali na vrijedne
stvari),drustvene su i
humane.
Svojom takticnoscu
i odmjerenoscu
mogu biti vrlo korisne u
sukobima misljenja.
Srdacne su i pravedne,
skromne i svakome
pristupacne,U ljubavnim
vezama su uglavnom
vjerne i emocije su im
bitnije od strasti.
Dobro se slazu s
vodenjacma,blizancima,
ovnovima,ali i
mnogima drugima.
Nisu bas harmonicne s
jarcevima i rakovima.
SOMEWHERE I BELONG-LInkin park
(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the
nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only
person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the
words revealed
Is the only real thing that
I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own,
and the fault is my own
[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna
feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the
pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna
feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something
I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall
right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had
imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the
way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own,
and the fault is my own
[Repeat Chorus]
I will never know myself
until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
anything else, until my
wounds are healed
I will never be anything
till I break away from me
I will break away,
I'll find myself today
[Repeat Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna
feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna
feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong
WE BELONG TOGETHER
(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah)
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together
HAPPY ENDING
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I
thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything
that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to
be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close
to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus]
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was
the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
[Chorus x2]
[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
In The End
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even
though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually
/ be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter
how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I
designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you
were mocking me
Acting like I was part of
your property
Remembering all the times
you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and
even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will
eventually / be a memory
/ of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
Wish You Were Here (Pink Floyd)
So, so you think you can
tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from
a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you trade
your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees? Hot air
for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange
a walk on part in the war
for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish
you were here.
We're just two lost souls
swimming in a fish bowl,
year after year,
running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears,
wish you were here
BEHIND THESE HAZEL EYES..
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Jesse-Because you live
Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice calls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I really know
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it though every storm
What is life, whats the use if your killed inside
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive
Don't cry-Guns N'Roses
Talk to me softly
There is something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin is changin' inside you
And don't you know
Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
Give me a whisper
And give me a sign
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin' of you
And the times we had...baby
And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby
And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight
HERO enrique iglesias
Let me be your hero,
Would you dance,
if I asked you to dance?
Would you run,
and never look back?
Would you cry,
if you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?
Would you tremble,
if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die,
for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.
I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
Would you swear,
that you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here, tonight.
I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
Oh, I just wanted to hold you.
I just wanted to hold you.
Oh yeah.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care...
You're here, tonight.
I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain oh yeah
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you, forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.
I can be your hero.
Green day
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
EVANESCENCE
Bring me to life
How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I've become so numb without a soul My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
Wake me up inside
Wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run
Before I come undone
Save me from the nothing I've become
Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life
Wake me up inside
Wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run
Before I come undone
Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life
Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love - darling - only you
Are the life among the dead
All of this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought without a voice without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life
nadam se
princes
InChica
katarina
zlatokosa
ivona
marija
dark angel of death
sweet and cute
TiHaNa
LuCiJa
aLoNe iN dArK
°•Ma®€°•
*acceptable*
!!-->>Emo_girl
her life with me
nema promjena....
ove pizde su mi napokon dozvolile da napisem post....
zao mi je sto nisam odgovorila na vase komm,nadam se da cu od sad sve stici....
izgleda da cu polugodiste proc s cistom cetvorkom....
jako sam pala....
a ne zna kako jer sam u ova dva mjeseca ucila puno vise nego inace....
ana rules
ljubav...
hm...............
mozda...mozda ne.....
dobila sam kurca napokon nakon duge,duge stanke....
al jos sam za kurvanje i trazim jebaca......heh....
zelim voljeti,ali kao da nema te osobe koja bi mogla doprijeti
do mene,ne znam....
i dalje sam priej za smrt nego za zivot i i dalje
umirem za dijetu.
DiE FOr DiEt!!!
sve vise i vise mi govore da sam emo...mozda stvarno jesam.....
zivciraju me svi,a posebno jedna osoba pred kojom se pravim da je sve ok...
nisam ja za svade,ne volim se svadat,prije bi rekla da se ne znam svadat.....
imam malo prijatelja pa ih sve pokusavam zadrzat bar neko vrijeme....
zelim poruciti dragom jakovu da nitko vise ne pada na njegove glupe fore,da me boli briga za luku....on ne zna kad cura glumi....
ivan ivan-nekoc zvan trokrilni ormar
ivan malo previse gleda naroto-a i ima bujnu mastu...al nema veze
oprostit cemo mu.....fali mu picke...nije dugo dobio....heh...sorry...ako ces dolazit ovdje i citat moja sranja poruci janu da mu je ona njegova pregadna.....fuj....
decko tako zgodan(dugo nisam vidjela takvog)a cura,...bez komentara.....
amir i marko(necija ljubica)
spominjem amira da se ne bi naljutio sto ga nisam pozz neki dan....zao mi je zbog tebe i lee,drzala sma vam fige,ali nista od toga....mozda sam ja kriva....mozda donosim nesrecu...ne znam...
moram spomenti i hrvoja,kako njega ne bi spomenula kad je tako dobar prema meni...ne znam jer govori istinu.mozda oce picke jer sve znaju da sma svima dala.....sad je istina izasla......heh....mozda se sam oce barit....a mozda govori istinu....
m.g. se vise ne zeli trosit samnom.............
trazi se jebac.....jer ima zainteresiranih???sumnjam...heh....
mirna,zelim ga,jako jako...bit cu dobra.....heh..-mario
jedna od mojih novih pjesama,nitko je nije shvatio....
NE ULAZI
ne ulazi unutra,
ne pokazuj emocije,
ne pokusavaj se sakriti,
ne zatvaraj oci,
ne pali svjetlo,
neka nas mrak pojede.
ulovi me ako padnem,
znam da mozes u
svakom casu biti tu.
mogu zaustaviti bol,
ako je prelijem na drugu stranu....
Bog sve vidi...
neka mi glasovi sapcu
i igraju se mojim umom...
ali necu uci unutra....
ovo je posveta koja dolazi uz pjesmu koju sam napisala
nekom tko mi je bio puno blizi u ranom djetinjstvu.
zao mi je sto prosle godine nisam mogla doci do rijeci,ali valjda sam bila previse zbunjena da shvatim sto je smrt.sada znam i
shvacam to kao malo duzi rastanak.vidimo se nakon sto mene bas kao i tebe stave u kutiju i prekriju mahovinom.dovidenja do tada.
a eto sta da jos kazem,mogu dugo pisati,ali cemu?cuvat cu sve ostalo za sljedeci post....pozdrav svima......
ovo je iznimka jer danas sam nekako(za promjenu)dobra raspolozenja
Opet sam se izgubila na putu za gore i ne znam se
Vratit na onaj pravi put jer
tako mi je dobro bilo krenulo,ali vise nejde.
Ne mogu da se ne zamaram s time
jer malena mi to svaki dan nabija na nos.
Jeam li emo,jesam li goth,gdje ja pripadam?
Istina je da volim krv,istina je da ne zelim zivjeti jer
Mi se ovdje ne svida,istina je da se katkad rezem da ona bol
Iz nutra prede van,istina je da
ne zelim medu ljude(vise je da ne mogu).
Sve je to istina,ali cini li me to
emo covjekom ili gothicarom???
Mozda i cini,ne znam.....
Pokusavam se sprijateljiti s anom i od sad cu je pokusat
Reklamirat kako bi time potekla samu sebe na nju.
Zelim da ste uz mene,ali ako i niste ja se znam kontrolirat.
Ako vec do sad nisam promjenit cu adresu ovog bloga
Kako neki ljudi ne bi procitali neke rijeci pa da ih ne pogode.
Hvala na razumjevanju.
U tuzi 12.9.2007
Umocila sam prst u tugu,
A ona je ruku moju povukla,
Kako sam mogla tako lako odustati?
Sramim se svoga lica,
Svoga prostog tijela,
Kako samo sam mogla izdati,
molim vas pomozite mi....
Umocila sam ruku u tugu,
A ona je povukla cijelo tijelo,
Kako sam mogla tako lako odustati?
Sramim se,toliko se sramim
Svojih dijela,
Zasto se tuga za mene uhvatila,
Molim vas pomozite mi...
Umocila sam nogu u tugu,
A ona je povukla cijelo tijelo,
Kako sam mogla tako lako odustati?
Sramim se,
Ali to nije dosta.
Zasto se to meni dogada,
Molim vas pomozite mi...
Upala sam u tugu,
Povukla me cijelu,
Kako sam mogla tako lako odustati?
Dosta mi je,
Dosta mi je zivota,
Ostala mi je sam sramota.
Molim vas pomozite mi...
Ovo je jedna pjesma koja je nastala iz dosade.
Zakljucila sam da ne mogu napisat sretnu pjesmu,
Iz moje glave izlaze samo mracne recenice,
Ni sama ne znam zasto..............valjda ce se to promjeniti.
U subotu mi je bio rod.nije mi nitko od familije cestitao.
Valjda su se opet posvadali.provela sam ga sama
Gledajuci tv.bilo je ok,proslo je nekako.
Dajem vam jps jednu priliku da procitate ovo ako niste jer
Ovo treba biti procitano.evo jos jednom:
Sometimes it's hard to face reality. you feel the greatest feeling everytime you're with that special someone. You can't sleep because you'll see them tomorrow. Every time you're with them it's like a moment in heaven. But soon the magic disappears. Your heart is breaking and tears come constantly. Everybeat of your heart hurts from all the pain You wish you were hidden from the world, the maybe all the pain would go away. It's hard to face reality. Love...It's not what it seems.
Neka me M.G. ne zapati,
nema smisla.najdrazi
srest cemo se u nekom
drugom zivotu,bez brige...........nije me sram.
Ne zelim kvarit tvoj
savrsen svijet svojim
mjesanjem u njega pa te
Ostavljam u ovom okrutnom
svijetu da se boris,a ja odlazim sama.........
...........uskoro.
Pozdravi mi andela kad ga vidis.
Na jednom mjestu smo jos uvijek
samo ti i ja,zajedno,sretni....
Živjeti sretno do kraja?
Iluzija?
Pokušati?
Mogućnost?
Ako mi glupi blog,hr jos jednom ne bude zelio
objavit post idem ravno u novu tv znam gdje se nalazi....
ovo su rijeci od prije dva tjedna....
...VaZhNE sTVarI...
1. Volim te ne zbog toga što si ti,
već zbog toga sto sam ja kad sam pored tebe.
2. Ni jedna osoba ne zaslužuje tvoje suze,
a ona koja ih zaslužuje neće te nikada rasplakati.
3. Samo zato što te netko ne voli onako kako bi ti to volio,
ne znači da nisi voljen cijelim njegovim bićem.
4. Pravi prijatelj je ona osoba koja te drži za ruku i dodiruje tvoje srce.
5. Najgori način da ti netko nedostaje jest
da sjediš pored njega i znaš da ga nikada nećeš imati.
6. Nikada se ne prestaj smijati, čak ni kada si tužan.
Netko će se možda zaljubiti baš u tvoj osmijeh.
7. Možeš biti samo osoba na ovom svijetu,
ali za nekoga ti si cijeli svijet.
8. Nemoj provoditi vrijeme s nekim kome
nije stalo provoditi ga s tobom.
9. Možda Bog želi da upoznaš mnogo
pogrešnih osoba prije nego što upoznaš
pravu i na tome ćeš mu, kad se to bude dogodilo, biti zahvalan.
10. Ne plači zato što je završilo. Smij se zato što se dogodilo!
11. Uvijek će biti ljudi koji će te povrijediti.
Nastavi vjerovati, samo budi oprezniji.
12. Postani bolja osoba i budi siguran da
znaš tko si prije nego što sretneš nekog novog, a nadaj se da ta osoba zna tko si.
13. Ne opiri se toliko. Najbolje stvari
događaju se onda kada ih ne očekuješ.
Ovaj vikend sam bila u imotskom i bilo mi je super,
ali sam otril u cemo je problem.
ja njih vucem na dno jer ja to ne mogu
i zato vise necu ici nigdje s njima kada ce me zvat.
ovog vikenda me vise tipaca
dobrovoljno dotaklo nego ikad
u zivotu i jako sam sretna zbog toga,
ali i jako tuzna sto to nikad necu imati.
tuga je pokopala svu moju srecu,
ali sam nasla inspiraciju da ana digne dupe i
da se pokrene...........
...nikada se
neces udati....samo to reci i ana ce
odma dic dupe i krenit u akciju,jedva cekam
dogodila se drustvena kriza prema
mojim zadnjim informacijama.
one koje su nekad bile popularne pale su na moju poziciju,
a ja sam pala na samo dno drustvenog
polozaja na kojem se moze biti,
a sve zbog nje....
ja ne mogu vjerovat da ona naprica takve stvari o njima,
laze,laze toliko dugo i pretvara se,a oni joj tek tako oproste....
PA GDJE JE TU LOGIKA?????
ja se ne mogu smirit,ne mogu razmisljat o nicemu drugome,
samo mi je to u glavi....pala si na dno....
ne razumjem kako se one koje su pale na
moju poziciju zbog toga ne zivciraju...
stvarno mi nije jasno....
jadan mali loncic baloncic,
ma nema veze sto je tako perverzan,
ali ako pokupi bolesti od te male...
makar nisam imala nista proti nje do sada...
sada kada je takla malog jadnog loncica baloncica
i malog g nisam vise na njenoj strani.....
ali to mi je osveta jer sam bila ljubomorna..
a ljubomora mi je prekasno nestala i sada
kad je vise nema,sada mi se sve vraca....
prelazim u njezin zivot....
postat cu ona preko noci....
zbog par poljubaca....
zasto bas ja?????????
Sometimes it's hard to face reality. you feel the greatest feeling everytime you're
with that special someone. You can't
sleep because you'll see them tomorrow.
Every time you're with them it's like
a moment in heaven. But soon the
magic disappears. Your heart is
breaking and tears come constantly.
Everybeat of your heart hurts from
all the pain You wish you were hidden
from the world,
the maybe all the pain would go away.
It's hard to face reality. Love...It's not what it seems.
BAD ALWAYS BEATS GOOD--------UPAMTI TO!!!!
Ponovo,ponovo me pogodilo makar nisam zeljela,ali ovaj put sam
Shvatila,pustila sam ga.........................
Pustila sam svoju srodnu dusu samo tako da ode..........................
Nikad se necu udati............................
Nikad necu roditi.............................................
Nikad necu dobiti onakav zagrljaj o kojem cijeli zivot sanjam...................
Niti jedna moja zelja nece biti ostvarena.......................
Sve cu raditi na silu........................
Jer sam se prepala i pustila ga da ode......................
Nije nam sudeno u ovom zivotu....................
Moja tama 20.9.2007
Stalno sama,
A svuda oko mene ljudi.
Cemu trud kad se
Nitko od nas dovoljno ne trudi.
Zeve me mrak,
Zelim poci u tamu,
Ostavite me samu
Neka trunem.
Ne osudujte,
Nije zivot za mene,
Nije me sreca posjetila,
Ubilo me vrijeme.
Ne brinite,
Sad odlazim u tamu
Gdje vrijeme ne postoji,
Tama se od srece sastoji.
Svi se drzimo makar znamo da je tu,
Da tu je i da dolazi po nas,
A mi jedni drugima lazemo u lice.
Pokazujemo osmjehe makar
Znamo da su svi lazni.
Gledamo makar nista ne vidimo.
Slusamo makar nista ne cujemo.
Samo nju,njezin glas,njezinu tisinu.
Jedino sto vidimo i cujemo je tama.
Ne zelimo si priznati,
Ali svi zelimo da nas povuce,
Povuce u dubine.
Zasto bi glumili optimizam
Kad smo svi pesimisti??
I wish he meant it when he kissed my lips, because then I could look back and remember someone loved me, instead I can only look back and remember someone used me.
Od sada cemo probati ne sjecati se,ne stvarati uspomene jer ionako ce
Sve na kraju ispasti ruzne.
BEZ USPOMENA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ponovo sam jedan dio kruga i to me na neki nain veseli,
ali me rastuzuje sto mi stalno daju lazne nade kao da sam
neka glupaca koju boli briga za sve jer nije tako.
Malena jos uvijek prikriva tugu osmjehom bas kao i ja,
A sad mi u ovom trenutku najvise trebaju oni,
Njihove osmjesi i dodiri,rijeci;sve ce biti u redu malena moja........
Ne daj tugi da te obasipa jer njezina moc nije jaka kao moc
Srece.Svi zivimo za onaj jedan trenutak koji na kraju nikako ne dode.
Sanjala sam svoju najvecu zelju,sanjala sam smrt,
sanjala sam da sam se objeslia,
Ali sam se u neki m trenucima opet borila protiv smrti.
Pitam se zasto li je tako?Tablete smiruju,
ali ne pomazu u potpunosti.
Pitam se sto se bit kad ih ponestane.
Jos mi trebaju do k se ne osmostalim.
Zlatokosi jos uvijek zelim srecu bez obzira na sve nesrece
i ljubomore u proslosti.
Zelim reci da vise to nisam,da vise nisam takva,
borila sam se protiv toga,borila i pobjedila.
Neka i satobom bude tako.
Ti mozes sama,ti si stvorena da budes takva,
Ali sto je sa nama koji to ne mogu,sto je
sa nama koji nisu stvoreni da budu sami?
Zar nam neces pruziti priliku,pomoci nam?
Znam da hoces cim shvatis u cemu je problem
Jer takva si po prirodi.
Matea ja te ne krivim ako si lagala jer
svi to s vremena na vrijeme radimo.
Prvimo svijet kakav mi zelimo da bude,
Trudimo se,ne uspije svima ali ipak se trudimo.
Ja sam imala puno problema s tim.
Zamislila bi si da ce netko koga jako cjenim,
ali kome nisam nista
Doc po mene da idemo van.
Sredila bi se,bila bi jako uzbudena,
Ali na kraju kad ta osoba ne bi dosla
Shvatila bi da mi je sve to u glavi i
Zbog toga ne smijemo lagati i
Nesmijemo povjerovati onom glasicu
Iznutra koji nam govori da moramo.
Ja ne kazem da si lagala,
Ne osudujem te,
Ne zelim te povrijediti,
Samo zelim da se osjecas bolje
Jer neki dan su se svi prepali
Vjeruj mi bila sam tamo.
Sad bi kao trebala rec nesto pametno,
Ali ja ovaj puta nemam sta za rec pa cu samo
Ispricati neke dogadaje.
Mali goran cijelo vrijeme plazi po iris,
Ali on je bez uvrede tako odvratan.
Ne zelim nista govorit,ali oni su
Tako djetinjasti,mi uopce nismo bili takvi.
Pa eto ne dogada se puno stvari.
Mislim da se taradeu nadignu o neki dan kad je
Sjeo kraj mene.
Sta ces cura zna.
Ali ubit ce me ako ovo dode do njega.
Makar u zadnjih par mjeseci se 4,5 digo
Zbog mene ne osjecam se jako privlacno.
Pocela sam malo ozbiljnije shvacat ovu situaciju i opet
Vjezbam,ali aleta jurki se vise nece ustajat u pol
Sedam da vjezba glupe tibetance koji su nistkoristi,
Ne ne ne ona.
...ako ima boga, zasto mi lose sudi?
sve mi da, samo ljubav ne nudi.
A ljubav je pola zivota
sada me prati samo strahota
ostat cu sama do kraja zivota...
Sometimes you just have to hold your head up high, try not to cry, and say goodbye.
Hvala lijepa svima koji su se vratili,nadam se da ce i ostali.
Veliki pozdrav vjernicima.
Ne postoje bajke,a zlo uvijek pobjeduje.
Bajke su smislili ljudi koji su trazili rijesenje
I smisao zivota,mislili su da mogu zivjeti u nadi
Da postoji sreca,ali prevarili su se i
Sad svatko trazi svoj izlaz.........zelim i ja naci svoj.......
Moj bijeli labude
I bas me briga ko te nocas vozi kuci, briga me
I ako si i sretna ko sto kazes, mada znam da lazes
Sve to ubija me
Oooh, grlim hladne jastuke
Oooh, moj bijeli labude
I briga me sto nisi mjesec, a ni sunce, briga me
Al' neces moci preko blatne kaljuze
Cista stic' do moje postelje
Oooh, grlim hladne jastuke
Oooh, moj bijeli labude
Moj bijeli labude
Kad me jednom ne bude
Sve ce vode, labude
Da se razbistre
Mozda sam kriva,mozda sam stvarno kriva
Sto se mrstim kad se one rugaju drugoj djeci.
Rugaju im se sto nemaju para za marke,
Sto se ne oblace kao one,
Ali oni nisu one....
Mozda sam stvarno kriva
Sto ne vjerujem u bajke i srecu.
Sto ne vjerujem u nju i sto
Vise ne zelim zivjeti.
Mozda sam stvarno za
To kriva....
Ja ne mogu,ja ne mogu medu te ljude,
A vec sam i objasnila zasto.
Oni se rugaju onima koji nisu popularni,
Onima koji nisu kao oni,
A takvi su ljudi jednostavno zli
I ja ne zelim biti s takvim ljudima....
Zamolila bi danijela da mi vise ne gleda
U zube.
Rekli su mi da moje rijeci dovode do razmisljnja,
A nije mi bilo jasno zasto.
Toliko sam se trudila shvatiti,ali nije mi islo.
Mozda kradem,mozda te rijeci uopce nisu moje,
Ni sama ne znam.
A toliko zelim vjerovati jer vjera jedna od najvaznijih stavri,
A ja toga nemam.
A ako netko ima savjet da mi kaze
kako da je pronadem rado cu je prihvatiti.
Samo zelim reci da mi je malo bolje.
Mogu izaci na ulicu bez straha,
Vise se ne bojim svih ljudi,samo
Nekih odredenih,
Vise me nije toliko strah,ali opet
Poprilicno je.
Zelim zlatokosi srecu s andelom,
Zelim da se utapa u njegovim mirisima,
Neka bude sretna i jako jako jako
Zahvalna,jer ako nece bit
Pozelit cu da nije rodila,
Jer ako nece bit zahvalna na andelu
Nije zavriejdila zivot.
Ali neka joj je sa srecom.
Neka se cvrsto stisne u njega kad ju prihvati,
Neka cvrsto stisne i neka ne pusta jer ako se
Primi pa pusti pustila je zivot da joj isklizne iz ruku...
A toliko uziva u njemu....
Inja:sacuvaj mi tina,nemoj ga dat drugoj
Prvi post na ovom blogu bit ce onaj koji je bio i u
onom proslom kojeg su mi oduzeli.
GRUPE 8.6.2007
DANAŠNJI LJUDI PODIJELILI SU SE NA ČETIRI GRUPE.ONE SE ODNOSE NA SVE LJUDE U SVIJETU MA KOLIKO GOD ONI RAZLIČITI BILI.
1.ANĐELI
2.NEDODIRLJIVI
3.POLUNEDODIRLJIVI
4.PROPALICE(SAMOUBJICE)
MI SAMI MOZEMO IZABRATI U KOJU CEMO GRUPU UPASTI,ČIJI CEMO ČLAN POSTATI,HOCEMO LI KAO ANĐELI BLISTATI ILI KAO PROPALICE TRUNUTI.OPET ISTO TAKO MOZEMO BITI NEDODIRLJIVI,ALI NE POPUT ANĐELA JER ONI SU VISOKO NA TRONU,POTJERANI ILI DONESENI KAO DJECA RAVNO IZ RAJA.ONI POLUNEDODIRLJIVI JOŠ UVIJEK SE NADAJU DA CE UČI U ŽIVOT ONIH NEDODIRLJIVIH.
POZNAJEM SAMO
JEDNOG ANĐELA,
MALO IH IMA U SVIJETU.
TOLIKO PISAMA POSVECENO
JE SAMO NJEMU.
OČIJU SJAJNIH,
A OSMJEH OD BISERA TKAN
SVAKOJ DJEVOJCI ON JE SAN.
BOGOM IZ RAJA DAN
VOLI SRECU DIJELITI I
S DRUGIMA SE VESELITI,
PAZITI I U TUGI NE RONITI,
NA ŽIVOTU SE DRŽATI,
NE UMIRATI.
NEDODIRLJIVIH IMA PUNO U MOJEM GRADU.
OD SVAKE LJUBAVI ONI RADE SCENU,
A NIKAKO DA SE POKRENU
I SEBI NEKOGA NAĐU.
NE MOGU SE NE SVAĐATI
IZMEDU TOLIKO TRACEVA I LJUDI,
ZALJUBLJENIH BUDALA ŠTO IM SE NUDE
I SVAKO JUTRO U SUZAMA BUDE.
MNOGI SE ČUDE,
ALI NA KRAJU SHVATE KAMO PRIPADAJU
I VISE SE NE PITAJU STO NAM ZIVOT ZNACI.
ZNAJU DA ZAJEDNO CE BITI JACI.
ZBOG MNOGIH LJUBAVI KOJE NE
UZVRACAJU NEDODIRLJIVI SE ZOVU.
POLUNEDODIRLJIVI JOŠ
ŽUDE ZA ŽIVOTOM,
ŽELE SE NA TRON POPESTI,
SVE LIJEPE ŽENE U
KREVET ODVESTI,
U DUGIM NOCIMA
IH LJUBITI,
NIKAD IH VIŠE
NE IZGUBITI.
TRUDE SE KAO DRUGI BITI,
ŽIVOT VRATITI.
NEKI U NEDODIRLJIVE PREĐU,
A NEKI JOŠ NIŽE PADNU
TRUDECI SE POBIJEDITI.
PROPALICE ILI SAMOUBOJICE
KAKO IH JA VOLIM ZVATI
SHVACAJU DA NE MOGU SVOJU
SREĆU TKATI.
NEMAJU ŽIVOTA,
MALO PRIJATELJA,
BEZ LJUBAVI,
PUNI MRŽNJE,
DO NIKOGA ONI NE DRŽE.
NAKON TUGE I
SUZNIH KAPI
KAD PSIHIJATRU SVRATI
I BEZ POMOĆI SE KUCI VRATI
JEDINO ŠTO PREOSTAJE JE UMRIJETI...
ŠTO PRIJE SHVATI GDJE PRIPADAŠ,TO JE LAKO ODREDITI,ŠTO PRIJE SE SREDITI,LJEPOTU SVIJETA,PREKRASNIH ANĐELA UPOZNATI,NE POGRIJEŠITI I U KOJEG SE ZALJUBITI...
PORUCENO DJEVOJCI DUGE TAMNE KOSE I LIJEPO OBLIKOVANIH USANA KOJA NIJE PREPOZNALA ANĐELA KAD GA JE UGLEDALA.
marija hvala ti puno na svemu,jos se nadam da ce
mi vratit onaj prosli blog,a do tada sam tu.
